Workout - 1500yd swim / 45min
I did a kick set out of the November 2011 issue of Triathlete Magazine and added 6x50 pull to make 1500. I still feel like I don't belong in the pool and am just this side of drowning. Friday, I'm going to see what I have to do to get 500yds strung together without stopping. I know I will have to combine breaststroke and a possible flip over on to my back to get it done. It's really hard to get used to breathing heavy in the water. Timing is everything!
I keep thinking that I will look back on my first triathlon (coming up on 2/25!!) and laugh about what an inadequate swimmer I was...and hopefully feel happy about how much better I will have become.
I haven't been writing much because I'm going through a "thing" right now. Everyone has those times when they are just tired and don't wanna. I find that the isolation and constant demand of the SAHM/Daycare Lady gig compounds this in to a tight wad of stress that sits between my shoulder blades.
I don't wanna cook or clean anything. I don't care about your shoes, your fish tank, your pew-pew, or your baby dolls. The next person that asks me to do something for them WHILE I AM ALREADY BUSY is going to get a shoe print on the behind. I think everyone's voice has gotten 50% louder in the last week. I don't want to pick up after you and you and you and you and you, and I wish I could just have ONE COMPLETE thought without having somebody BUTT IN with their needs and wishes.
AND IF SPRING DOESN'T COME P.D.Q. IMA GONNA LOSE IT!